Book contents
Note to the Reader
Acknowledgments
1. Blindsided by Suicide
2. Telling Our Loved Ones
3. The Woods
4. Recalling the Past
5. His Room
6. Sharing at Church
7. Funeral Home
8. I Am Loved
9. Burying My Son
10. Terrified of Living
11. Easter
12. Obsessed with Why
13. Guilty
14. Depressed
15. Angry
16. I Am Acquitted
17. Lonely
18. The Beach
19. Confident of My Beliefs
20. His Birthday
21. Sleepless
22. Thanksgiving
23. Understood
24. I Am a Survivor
25. Teaching Others
26. Christmas
27. Hopeful of Heaven
28. I Am Healing
29. Gone One Year
Dear Zachary
Survival Guide
Notes
Extras